Sunday, March 22, 2009

Transformation And Evolution

Damn, I think I've been through so my phases in the little fantasy world of being a superstar, a hero to all, a person that everyone loves to hate, a role model, a leader, etc.

So many personas and tweaks to my personality and character. Shit, I remember the first nickname I had. I was a crazy motherfucker back then.

I went from Psycho Tony to AC Splyt to Tony Skarface back to AC Splyt. Though I started out as Psycho Tony. It was plain, it was bland, basically destroyed everything in my path but then something happened Psycho Tony was killed off completely. AC Splyt was born and has been apart of me ever since. He can never be killed off, just never. AC is the initials of my first and last name. I do have a middle name but I will never use it because it doesn't fit into my character. Splyt... 8 Mile.. Lickety Split. But this was when the movie was being filmed. I had went into IMDB, and found all the information, I thought AC Splyt sounded cool as hell at the time and well as corny and stupid as AC Splyt may sound, it actually has a ring to it when you match it with little ol' me. That is origins of AC Splyt.

Tony Skarface came about when I was e-fedding. I used him briefly as AC Splyt's alter ego. I was tired of using AC Splyt so I wanted and needed someone fresh and new and out came Tony Skarface. It was supposed to be a different character then AC Splyt but I chose to have him as AC Splyt's alter ego. It makes sense. Tony is my nickname since a lot of people call me Antonio nowadays. Skarface = Scarface.. you know Scarface the movie, yeah. Tony Skarface's one and only gimmick.. a gangster from back in the day during the Depression Era and so on.

Since I practically used the Psycho gimmick as part of who I was, and my character development. It quickly evolved and actually gave me some character to myself. Instead of being a psycho... I decided to become a psychotic rebel. That means I do what I want, when I want. I have no alliances. I am rebellious toward everyone.. a degenerate adored by everyone. I was cold, calculating, and unpredictable. Nobody knew what I was going to do.

Character change... I am toned down big time. A sellout... a franchise player. Not really psychotic. I am forming alliances. I don't care about the people. I am the most hated person. Everyone just flat out hates me. I do whatever I takes to get to the top. I take people under my wing. We all do whatever we want. We live the good life. Women, champagne, parties, 5 star celebrity treatment. We have it all.

Another character change, a break up made in heaven. The King of Kings is born. A huge tweak is developed. A little psychotic, a sellout, I will do whatever it takes to get the top, rebellious, not really adored by the fans still, a backstabber, will form alliances as long as I can benefit from it. I deserve to be highly respected. I am a long time player in the game. I am above all.

The King of Kings version 2. A real life clique is bought into the surface. The Skater Gang. While keeping some of my King of Kings personality traits, I also love to skate. Nobody knew this because this was my personal life. I separated that from my gimmicks. The reunion.. the Skater Gang. We are rebellious. Everyone loves us. We love to skate. We make people understand us. Fun and friendship is the only thing that makes a good relationship of any kind last. We don't respond well to authority figures. I didn't choose to be turned into a loving person. Everyone turned me into one. It wasn't planned but that's okay. It's all about evolution.

The Skater Gang disbands. We all go our own ways but we reunite every once in a blue moon. I am still the King of Kings version 2 but without the skater traits, only when with the Skater Gang will I be a skater. For the most part, I am a loner. My real life and my fantasy life is slowly being bought together as I make a lot of references toward my personal life.

2009. The Big Bang. I pull the trigger. I have become so damn stale in the past couple of years that I needed a major tweak. I am back to being rebellious. I am still the King of Kings, no more sex-related jokes, no more skater references. I am delusional, I am psychotic, my personal life is now officially intertwined with my fantasy life except we can all tell the difference so nobody is insane. Everyone is happy for this tweak.

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