Last Breath Lyrics

I wrote this song after I had a break down at work this past Wednesday Night/Thursday Morning then went home. This is basically what I was thinking, and part of it what happened.

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[Intro]
Oh here we go again!
He's in one of them psycho states
And he's ready to drop bombs

[Verse 1]
Welcome to the Relapse of AC Splyt
He's at work getting his wrists slit
He feels no pain when he uses a broken glass
All the anger inside of him goes away
But he's still alive so he's gotta deal with all the bullshit
Nothing can comfort him right now
He's in a state of not giving a fuck
Watch out people, don't you dare press your luck
He's ready to snap at anytime
Not like he was keeping his cool the whole time

[Chorus]
Just another one of those unfortunate events
Look at me, I'm having another relapse
No pills to help this mental state
Nobody to console to, I'm full of hate
Ready to have a breakdown
Go outside to cool down
It's not cool when you're raged up
No pills to pop to suppress your feelings
It's just a relapse that cycles over and over

[Verse 2]
Taking a look back at my life
I've accomplished nothing
It all got worst as time flew
I don't have enough time
I wanna ball up and cry
Stop taking the bullets out of this gun
Lost so many good people
Can't stay positive right now
I can't even make amends with my own mother
My actions made things worst

[Chorus]
Just another one of those unfortunate events
Look at me, I'm having another relapse
No pills to help this mental state
Nobody to console to, I'm full of hate
Ready to have a breakdown
Go outside to cool down
It's not cool when you're raged up
No pills to pop to suppress your feelings
It's just a relapse that cycles over and over

[Verse 3]
I'm so undeserving with everything
I don't want your sympathy
This is the way my life is supposed to be
This job, this money, the friendship, the pills, the family
What did I do to deserve all of this?
I've done nothing to earn it
You won't expect an apology from me
It's been a long time coming
Who would of thought it would be on Christmas Eve
I take all my baggage with me to my grave
While I pop a xanex and relax, then finally relapse

[Chorus]
Just another one of those unfortunate events
Look at me, I'm having another relapse
No pills to help this mental state
Nobody to console to, I'm full of hate
Ready to have a breakdown
Go outside to cool down
It's not cool when you're raged up
No pills to pop to suppress your feelings
It's just a relapse that cycles over and over

[Verse 4]
Relapsing outside in the cold streets
Walking home, talking to my home girl on the phone
Discussing the events that happened
Things aren't looking good for me
I probably don't have a job anymore
I struggle til I end up dead
These stupid little fucks should've spoke up louder
Things got so hectic when I dropped the bag
I flip the fuck out and just wanna die
Fast forward to my darkness of events
A pretty little angel I say I hate when I really don't, offers me a ride home
Me and her really don't say anything to each other
She can hear everything I say on the phone
We arrive at my house
She gets the door for me
I wanna hug her but I can't
I slip ten bucks for her
I feel so vulnerable - I wanna cry, I wanna die
I walk inside just wanting to end all of this

[Chorus]
Just another one of those unfortunate events
Look at me, I'm having another relapse
No pills to help this mental state
Nobody to console to, I'm full of hate
Ready to have a breakdown
Go outside to cool down
It's not cool when you're raged up
No pills to pop to suppress your feelings
It's just a relapse that cycles over and over


©2009 ACSPLYT