Last Breath Lyrics

I wrote this song after I had a break down at work this past Wednesday Night/Thursday Morning then went home. This is basically what I was thinking, and part of it what happened.

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[Intro]
Oh here we go again!
He's in one of them psycho states
And he's ready to drop bombs

[Verse 1]
Welcome to the Relapse of AC Splyt
He's at work getting his wrists slit
He feels no pain when he uses a broken glass
All the anger inside of him goes away
But he's still alive so he's gotta deal with all the bullshit
Nothing can comfort him right now
He's in a state of not giving a fuck
Watch out people, don't you dare press your luck
He's ready to snap at anytime
Not like he was keeping his cool the whole time

[Chorus]
Just another one of those unfortunate events
Look at me, I'm having another relapse
No pills to help this mental state
Nobody to console to, I'm full of hate
Ready to have a breakdown
Go outside to cool down
It's not cool when you're raged up
No pills to pop to suppress your feelings
It's just a relapse that cycles over and over

[Verse 2]
Taking a look back at my life
I've accomplished nothing
It all got worst as time flew
I don't have enough time
I wanna ball up and cry
Stop taking the bullets out of this gun
Lost so many good people
Can't stay positive right now
I can't even make amends with my own mother
My actions made things worst

[Chorus]
Just another one of those unfortunate events
Look at me, I'm having another relapse
No pills to help this mental state
Nobody to console to, I'm full of hate
Ready to have a breakdown
Go outside to cool down
It's not cool when you're raged up
No pills to pop to suppress your feelings
It's just a relapse that cycles over and over

[Verse 3]
I'm so undeserving with everything
I don't want your sympathy
This is the way my life is supposed to be
This job, this money, the friendship, the pills, the family
What did I do to deserve all of this?
I've done nothing to earn it
You won't expect an apology from me
It's been a long time coming
Who would of thought it would be on Christmas Eve
I take all my baggage with me to my grave
While I pop a xanex and relax, then finally relapse

[Chorus]
Just another one of those unfortunate events
Look at me, I'm having another relapse
No pills to help this mental state
Nobody to console to, I'm full of hate
Ready to have a breakdown
Go outside to cool down
It's not cool when you're raged up
No pills to pop to suppress your feelings
It's just a relapse that cycles over and over

[Verse 4]
Relapsing outside in the cold streets
Walking home, talking to my home girl on the phone
Discussing the events that happened
Things aren't looking good for me
I probably don't have a job anymore
I struggle til I end up dead
These stupid little fucks should've spoke up louder
Things got so hectic when I dropped the bag
I flip the fuck out and just wanna die
Fast forward to my darkness of events
A pretty little angel I say I hate when I really don't, offers me a ride home
Me and her really don't say anything to each other
She can hear everything I say on the phone
We arrive at my house
She gets the door for me
I wanna hug her but I can't
I slip ten bucks for her
I feel so vulnerable - I wanna cry, I wanna die
I walk inside just wanting to end all of this

[Chorus]
Just another one of those unfortunate events
Look at me, I'm having another relapse
No pills to help this mental state
Nobody to console to, I'm full of hate
Ready to have a breakdown
Go outside to cool down
It's not cool when you're raged up
No pills to pop to suppress your feelings
It's just a relapse that cycles over and over


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Trapped Inside Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I creeped upstairs
Became the peeping tom in her bedroom
Oh no little girl, you're Jeffrey Dahmer's daughter
I just raped you
You're someone I wanna slaughter
Your life is ruined by my antics
All the horrid nightmares you have
All the vivid hallucinations you have of me spying
I've watched you for years waiting to move
You didn't have a fuckin clue
I caught you masturbating with my binos in a tree
You saw me move, and you got up and ran

[Chorus]
The police can't catch me
The police can't catch me
You never even saw my face
I'm just a dark figure as dark as the night
Ready to slay you with all my night
I remember the day you turned eleven
Your grandpa took you to the park to teach you how to fly a kite
You were the one I wanted
Kidnap you, take you to the basement
Drug you up so you don't know what happened
You're mine, don't take this kindly
You're dead if you leave

[Verse 2]
Looked in my basement
Next day, you wake up
Don't have a clue where you are
It looks like a prison you can't even escape from
All the nightmares you've been having
You've been violated in your sleep
It brings terror into reality
I come down, act like the hero
But I just wanna pretend to befriend you
Then rape you, and disfigure you

[Chorus]
The police can't catch me
The police can't catch me
You never even saw my face
I'm just a dark figure as dark as the night
Ready to slay you with all my night
I remember the day you turned eleven
Your grandpa took you to the park to teach you how to fly a kite
You were the one I wanted
Kidnap you, take you to the basement
Drug you up so you don't know what happened
You're mine, don't take this kindly
You're dead if you leave

[Verse 3]
Oh no, I'm holding you against your will
You're screaming for help
But help isn't coming
I'm duct taping you, abusing you
You're crying, I'm here to provide comfort
Nobody is gonna hurt you, I'm gonna rape you
You are protected by me, you'll be buried in my backyard
Sorry to say but your end is here
Now just close your eyes my dear

[Chorus]
The police can't catch me
The police can't catch me
You never even saw my face
I'm just a dark figure as dark as the night
Ready to slay you with all my night
I remember the day you turned eleven
Your grandpa took you to the park to teach you how to fly a kite
You were the one I wanted
Kidnap you, take you to the basement
Drug you up so you don't know what happened
You're mine, don't take this kindly
You're dead if you leave


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All Or Nothing Freestyle (Christy Diss)

Only reason I did that song for you
Was because it was your birthday
Let me drop the bomb on you
I'm a psychopathic monster that was created
I lost everything, what else is there for me to lose?
You want me to act like a fool
Fine, call the cops and tell me I date raped you
Tell everyone at work I'm a pedophile
Get me fired for sexual harassment
Then I'm gonna take you to by basement
Tie you up so you don't escape
You never cared about me
So I gotta act like a pussy bitch
And resort to this sick shit
I cared about you so much
That I acted in all angles
But you know what - this shit is weak
Think I give a fuck
I'm just getting started
I got enough dirt on you to have you murdered
Gonna bury your limbs in the park
Scatter you all over Tampa
I don't have a reason to dislike you
I simply got bored playing the creepy sweetheart
I dare you to ruin my image
I'll come back and shoot up Steak n Shake
Keep you hostage til the next morning
While I do a wake and bake
Stab you in the pussy with my knife
Multiple times til you start bleeding
You'll be bleeding bad when it's dripping down your legs like you had a period
Your screaming in pain cuz it hurts so much
I shove my head in between your pussy
Blood smeared all over my face like Bloody Mary
You'll be so distorted, you'll forget to be wary
Wait for the cops to come in
But the victim is dead
I'm not sorry I had to say this
I'll be dead before the cops or your friends even get to me
I'm too smart for this shit
So suck on a dick
While I bloody your clit
And stab you over and over with my prick
I'll see you in hell my precious little doll
Now you know why I'm off the wall


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Jingle Bells Lyrics

(Chorus)
Jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingling all the all
Oh what fun it is to ride
Mrs. Claus in the humpin' sleigh, hey!

Jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingling all the all
Oh what fun it is to ride
Mrs. Claus in the humpin' sleigh

[Verse 1]
Yo, you think this is gonna be a white Christmas
Fuck that, I'm dressed with a hockey mask and leaving with a butcher knife
Leavin blood on the show
Caught Patrick cheatin, Santa wanted to punch that ho
That ain't a joke, he don't play
He's gonna be checkin the naughty list five times a day
He thought he could laugh all the way
But he wasn't laughin when I jacked him for his sleigh
Oh no, Nick's a goner
He's in my tummy, while I'm eatin Blitzen and Donor
Go back to the North Pole
And give Mrs. Claus something to ride on
She's on her knees sayin "Jizz on me baby"
Really gave the new meaning to "Ho, Ho, Ho"
Watch out Santa, your wife on the prowl
Gonna kick you out
And leave you out in the cold

(Chorus)
Jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingling all the all
Oh what fun it is to ride
Mrs. Claus in the humpin' sleigh, hey!

Jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingling all the all
Oh what fun it is to ride
Mrs. Claus in the humpin' sleigh

[Verse 2]
Time to play Reindeer Games
Grab Rudolph's horns and bend em back til his nose turns red
I'm gonna send him back to his faggot friends
While I burn his nuts on fire
Oh my, Santa listed me as naughty
Because I fucked his wife and his daughter
He got mad when I left nog on their pussy
Oh why do you gotta act like a wussy
You need to lose some weight my friend
All the milk and cookies get eaten too quick
I mean really, when was the last time you seen your dick
Sorry to throw a fit
But every year I got molested by my mom while receiving clothes and shit

(Chorus)
Jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingling all the all
Oh what fun it is to ride
Mrs. Claus in the humpin' sleigh, hey!

Jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingling all the all
Oh what fun it is to ride
Mrs. Claus in the humpin' sleigh


©2009 ACSPLYT

Diary of a Mad Man Album [2009]

1. P.S.A. 2009 (Intro)
2. Mad Man's Domestic Violence
3. Ghost's March
4. Motherless
5. Restless Dream (Skit)
6. R.E.M.
7. Ginger Snaps
8. Love-Lock
9. Crazy Train
10. Sligh Turist Recount (Skit)
11. The Emptiness
12. C.L.V.
13. Indestructible Truth
14. Old Man's Voice
15. Triggers (Skit)
16. Love And The Butcher Knife
17. Private Service Announcement (Outro)

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Triggers (Skit)

(AC Splyt)
No.. no.. no.. no..
What the fuck man
I'm not good enough

(Barney)
Let you die
Your worthless
Your soul is mine

(AC Splyt)
Fuck you man, no

(Barney)
Listen to the voice in your head motherfucker

(AC Splyt)
No... NO!!!


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Sligh Turist Recount (Skit)

(AC Splyt)
I remember the day I arrived
I felt so fucked up after breaking down
I was so uncomfortable till after I got admitted
I wanted to die, but I finally calmed down
I just wanted my pills, and wanted to escape
It was a very crazy weekend


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Restless Dream (Skit)

(Foot steps are heard)

(Rhiannon)
Somebody please help me

(You can hear raining)

(Rhiannon)
Please, somebody stop.

(Car pulls up)

(Rhiannon)
Thank you so much. Really. Thank you.
I'm soaking wet, I've been traveling for the past hour.
I'm freezing and nobody stopped. You're a life-saver.

(Man begins touching her, and feeling her up while she tries to escape but can't)

(Rhiannon)
Get the fuck away from me, you freak!
Get the fuck away. Help. Help. HELP!


©2009 ACSPLYT

P.S.A. 2009 (Intro)

(AC Splyt)
Well, well, well
Guess who's back?
Did you all miss me?
I know I missed you
If you're listening to this
Then I'm already dead
I do not promote the violence
So whatever you do, don't try this at home


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Private Service Announcement (Outro)

(Barney)
Ahh... I'm finally awake

(Barney) (Realizes he is strapped to the table)
What the... what the FUCK!?!

(AC Splyt)
I got you now motherfucker!

(Sounds of screaming and chainsaws are head)


©2009 ACSPLYT

Mad Man's Domestic Violence Lyrics

[Chorus]
Tired of all the bullshit
Ya'll act like you got it all
Even down to the fat and ugly ones
Ya'll got high stands and act like I'm not good enough
That just pisses me off even more
Deep down, I don't have to fall in love with a stupid shore

[Verse 1]
If I had a girlfriend who acted like that
I would beat the shit out of her till her nose bled
Once again my hits will make her face swell up
No girl will be safe if they act like they the shit
They'll be taking more hits from me
Man, you better clear way so chill
I'm gonna make you stand still
Bash your face in till nothing's left
The world will see your blood spill
Take your body up the hill like deep sheep

[Chorus]
Tired of all the bullshit
Ya'll act like you got it all
Even down to the fat and ugly ones
Ya'll got high stands and act like I'm not good enough
That just pisses me off even more
Deep down, I don't have to fall in love with a stupid shore

[Verse 2]
Next round, and I'm ready to fuckin kill someone
Got me so angry that everyone will feel my wrath
Bitches know why I'm so pissed
They're the source - Gotta use blunt force
Maybe I'll come in with a gun and pistol whip her
I should be able to possess her mind, heart, soul and body
No girl should act like they're all that and then some
Give her the pirate's eye by cumming in her eye
Put the gun to her head and say bye-bye

[Chorus]
Tired of all the bullshit
Ya'll act like you got it all
Even down to the fat and ugly ones
Ya'll got high stands and act like I'm not good enough
That just pisses me off even more
Deep down, I don't have to fall in love with a stupid shore

[Verse 3]
Every girl in the world is in check
Every guy in the world is gonna get wrecked
It works both ways because I'll target gays
Maybe this'll make the girl's day
They call me the homosexual dissector
My partner in crime, Hannibal Lector
Inspired by the show Dexter
Start running and in less then 5 seconds, I'll get ya
Trap you in my own personal abortion clinic
Ball up my hands and punch you in the stomach
Grab a noose and just let loose
By shoving it in your pussy, and pulling out the fetus really hard
The head pops out and we go pop goes the weasal

[Chorus]
Tired of all the bullshit
Ya'll act like you got it all
Even down to the fat and ugly ones
Ya'll got high stands and act like I'm not good enough
That just pisses me off even more
Deep down, I don't have to fall in love with a stupid shore


©2009 ACSPLYT

C.L.V. Lyrics

[Chorus]
All these emotions have frozen me, and my mind is exploding
Just knowing that I love you, and my love won't start slowing
Just keep going and going until it starts overloading
And pouring out of my chest because my heart's overflowing
Looking up in the sky where the stars were shining brightly
I matched each one with a reason why I loved you
It was going oh so well till I ran out of stars
If you held eleven roses to a mirror
The message couldn't be any clearer
You'd see in the reflection, twelve most beautiful things to me

[Verse 1]
I know I say you don't love me
And maybe you don't that's why I act so evil
I don't want anyone to know my feelings for you
Warned you about what would happen if I got attached
Who would of thought it would come to this
No matter what I thought about you
You played a huge part in my life
I can sum up my life and actually tell you why I used a knife
It still hurts inside of what we'll never be
But imagination helps because of what I hide inside

[Chorus]
All these emotions have frozen me, and my mind is exploding
Just knowing that I love you, and my love won't start slowing
Just keep going and going until it starts overloading
And pouring out of my chest because my heart's overflowing
Looking up in the sky where the stars were shining brightly
I matched each one with a reason why I loved you
It was going oh so well till I ran out of stars
If you held eleven roses to a mirror
The message couldn't be any clearer
You'd see in the reflection, twelve most beautiful things to me

[Verse 2]
It's your birthday now, and you're seventeen
Maybe I can sing this corny song, I'll sound like a recording machine
And for this one day, only for you, I won't be mean
Girl, it's all about you, I and I want you to be all smiles
Eighteen miles away you go, it's time to have fun
It's time for you to go out and party
Have the best time of your life
Can't do it without being with your wife
Get all the attention from the cuties
Show these bitches how to shake that booty
Every time you give me a hug, I get the cooties
Good Lordy, I think she's out her mind
Maybe I just act too kind
Let's just put her in a love bind

[Chorus]
All these emotions have frozen me, and my mind is exploding
Just knowing that I love you, and my love won't start slowing
Just keep going and going until it starts overloading
And pouring out of my chest because my heart's overflowing
Looking up in the sky where the stars were shining brightly
I matched each one with a reason why I loved you
It was going oh so well till I ran out of stars
If you held eleven roses to a mirror
The message couldn't be any clearer
You'd see in the reflection, twelve most beautiful things to me

[Verse 3]
Oh no, this is the final chapter of my life
Don't wanna realize me and you will live on separate lines
The more I think about it, the more I break down
I gotta stop acting like a clown
Jealousy is too much to handle
We don't know each other like that
But I don't think I could suck it up
You are one of a kind, I'm hooked and forever stuck
How could this be just my luck
Glad that you gave me the chance to let me be cool with you
You'll always be my boo
While I'm acting a fool
I just want you to know that I love you, and want you to enjoy your birthday


©2009 ACSPLYT

Ginger Snaps Lyrics

Oh no! It's AC!

[Verse 1]
That's right - it's the big bad wolf
Back in the woods lurking for the little girl
She's around here somewhere
I can smell her pussy juice
Oh no, AC is psycho and back on the loose
Better watch out, don't trip on the slit throat of a moose
I got you where I want you, let's play duck duck loose
Girl, I want you as my lunch
Just like I raped the mom from the Brady Bunch
My stomach is growling
I'm so hungry, I need counseling
Your family is gonna need some consoling
Their precious little girl has been eaten alive
Your my prey, I'm on the tree going to take a dive
How the hell do you expect to survive?
When your fate has been sealed

[Chorus]
Once again, I'm gonna huff and puff - huff and puff
Blow away your houses and play trap the mouse
This isn't Little Red Riding Hood
I raped her while blood drips down her legs
This makes me feel all the power
While the wolf's heart was devoured
I'll be sure to get to you, Ginger snaps back
Limping out of the woods, and get sucked in the air sac
All of this was a diversionary attack

[Verse 2]
You can see me stalking all these women
Trying to figure out which one is next to go
Everything I do is sick and sadistic
Your daughter is just another statistic
My sexual innuendo is voyeuristic
Uncontrollable feelings fueling my fire
Death is irrelevant - just the way the food chain works
You can be my sex prey like you're a death row animal
Attack you like a cannibal
Think I'm gonna name you Annabelle
Throw your dead carcass down the steep black well
I only target you because you're a female
Gonna trap you in the trap door
Treat you like my own personal whore
Bite your neck and rip a piece out
Watch your body hit the floor

[Chorus]
Once again, I'm gonna huff and puff - huff and puff
Blow away your houses and play trap the mouse
This isn't Little Red Riding Hood
I raped her while blood drips down her legs
This makes me feel all the power
While the wolf's heart was devoured
I'll be sure to get to you, Ginger snaps back
Limping out of the woods, and get sucked in the air sac
All of this was a diversionary attack

[Verse 3]
Nobody knew about the beast within
Guess you'll have to call your next of kin
My peers know I'm insane
Ginger snappin on ya
Continuing my diabolical campaign

[Chorus]
Once again, I'm gonna huff and puff - huff and puff
Blow away your houses and play trap the mouse
This isn't Little Red Riding Hood
I raped her while blood drips down her legs
This makes me feel all the power
While the wolf's heart was devoured
I'll be sure to get to you, Ginger snaps back
Limping out of the woods, and get sucked in the air sac
All of this was a diversionary attack


©2009 ACSPLYT

Love And The Butcher Knife

Long story behind this song. Lol.

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[Verse 1]
It's time to feel the wrath of a psychopath
Gonna punch you in the face while you take a blood bath
Watch you bleed faster then I stick wired hanger in your pussy
Scream my name in agony
Tell you shut the fuck up while I throw you across the room
Smack you across the face with a broom

[Chorus]
You sick mother fucker - You say I don't love you
I'd give the world to you
Love is blind - This is what it's come to
You gotta fuckin cut yourself
I don't like to hurt you
Bitch get it through your fuckin head
I wanna die too - I want you to myself
We gotta push each other away
You don't even realize how much I love you

[Verse 2]
Don't need another girl but you
Visions of me not slipping my dick out when I cum
You bite me hard enough - I start bleeding
I take this fuckin razor and cut one of your scars
These voices are saying bleed
Slut, you're all I need
You mean the world to me
I wanna break this endless cycle

[Chorus]
You sick mother fucker - You say I don't love you
I'd give the world to you
Love is blind - This is what it's come to
You gotta fuckin cut yourself
I don't like to hurt you
Bitch get it through your fuckin head
I wanna die too - I want you to myself
We gotta push each other away
You don't even realize how much I love you

[Verse 3]
Is this a real dream?
No, I'm just a secret admirer
If I can't have you, nobody can
Friendship isn't good enough
As the world turns
Our lives are gonna burn
We need each other

[Chorus]
You sick mother fucker - You say I don't love you
I'd give the world to you
Love is blind - This is what it's come to
You gotta fuckin cut yourself
I don't like to hurt you
Bitch get it through your fuckin head
I wanna die too - I want you to myself
We gotta push each other away
You don't even realize how much I love you

[Verse 4]
Your boyfriend calls me Jack the Ripper
He doesn't know how to slip it in her
I love it that he treats like you shit
It gives me a reason to pick up this axe
I have nothing but time
I'm on the hunt again
Body parts scattered in the hills
You better stay still while I fuck him up for treating you like shit
Hack him up with the butcher knife
Who the fuck you think you're fuckin with

[Chorus]
You sick mother fucker - You say I don't love you
I'd give the world to you
Love is blind - This is what it's come to
You gotta fuckin cut yourself
I don't like to hurt you
Bitch get it through your fuckin head
I wanna die too - I want you to myself
We gotta push each other away
You don't even realize how much I love you

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Motherless Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Everyone asks me "why don't you and your mom don't talk?"
I just tell them she abandoned me
I mixed some lies to the truth
The truth is it all fuckin started after I got out of the mental hospital
Things weren't the same
I'm going through a slump
Things between me and my mom got worst
We tried to make it work, but I kept rebelling and fucking up
Things got better after I went back to school
I would like to thank Jeff for that
Things were good for while, then I went into the army
I got discharged with a personality disorder

[Chorus]
Now after all the shit I've done
I think I can't rebound from this
Say hello Antonio, I take responsibility
Now you are motherless
I couldn't be the perfect song
I saw shit through my eyes
Accepted my own lies
Didn't realize that you did care about me
I pushed you far away from existence
Made everyone believe I truly hated you
My harsh actions broke you more then it broke me
I made you to be the bad person and for that I'm sorry

[Verse 2]
I get hit by a car and oh my God, I'm okay
I go to the hospital for 8 hours
I call my god mother and informed her
My mom comes and I'm mad
I didn't want her to see me like this
I felt so powerless
I felt so ashamed that I failed once again
I felt she was disappointed in me because of my mental illness
Like she couldn't take it anymore
So I played the asshole, and she played the victim
I guess to an extent, I'm the victim too
Shit got worst, then had to come up with cover stories
People though I truly hated my mom
I used to talk so much shit about her

[Chorus]
Now after all the shit I've done
I think I can't rebound from this
Say hello Antonio, I take responsibility
Now you are motherless
I couldn't be the perfect song
I saw shit through my eyes
Accepted my own lies
Didn't realize that you did care about me
I pushed you far away from existence
Made everyone believe I truly hated you
My harsh actions broke you more then it broke me
I made you to be the bad person and for that I'm sorry

[Verse 3]
I can't come to terms with my mother
That's why I don't bother
I won't be a man about it knowing things will never be the same
I can ask for forgiveness, but I don't deserve it
You'll always be my mom, and I'll always be your son
Through the thick and thing
We may never talk again
I don't think I'll have the heart to face the music
Knowing most of it is my fault
I've done a lot of fucked up things to you
In your face and behind your back
I am ashamed of my actions
I know I could break down from this long, dramatic road
I will act like I hate you because it's apart of who I am
But I don't hate you
I'm acting childish, I don't know why I'm so angry
If or when we do come to terms and make things right, even if it means it'll be a one time thing only
I'll be at peace we made things right

[Chorus]
Now after all the shit I've done
I think I can't rebound from this
Say hello Antonio, I take responsibility
Now you are motherless
I couldn't be the perfect song
I saw shit through my eyes
Accepted my own lies
Didn't realize that you did care about me
I pushed you far away from existence
Made everyone believe I truly hated you
My harsh actions broke you more then it broke me
I made you to be the bad person and for that I'm sorry

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Indestructible Truth Lyrics

[Chorus]
Finally reaching this culminating moment
To show everyone the pain I've been through
From going to war against my family
To smoking weed, snorting cocaine, and popping pills
All the suicide attempts got me no where
All the bitching and whining made me realize people do care about me
I'm sorry, I'm just being naive
I own up to my actions
I was right and wrong
I finally accept the truth in my life

[Verse 1]
I got tired of being hurt and alone
Wanting to find out where I truly belong
Not knowing where I fit in with the crowd
Trying to reach out to the world
Figuring out who I am
At the same time, let my voice be heard
Having a story to tell about my life
Why I had to pick up this knife
I wanted everyone to walk a mile in my shoes
Maybe I'll make some true friends
I never asked for this bullshit life
I wanted to impress everyone
But things were tough
Shit became hard to swallow

[Chorus]
Finally reaching this culminating moment
To show everyone the pain I've been through
From going to war against my family
To smoking weed, snorting cocaine, and popping pills
All the suicide attempts got me no where
All the bitching and whining made me realize people do care about me
I'm sorry, I'm just being naive
I own up to my actions
I was right and wrong
I finally accept the truth in my life

[Verse 2]
Wishing I was one of the cool ones
The one that never bullied everyone
But the one that made everyone cool
Sitting here and realizing it's a dream that never happened
It's hard to wake up from something this good
Only thing I can do is reach out to the ones that have similar experiences
Lead up an army and let us be strong
Man up or die
Go face to face with all these lies

[Chorus]
Finally reaching this culminating moment
To show everyone the pain I've been through
From going to war against my family
To smoking weed, snorting cocaine, and popping pills
All the suicide attempts got me no where
All the bitching and whining made me realize people do care about me
I'm sorry, I'm just being naive
I own up to my actions
I was right and wrong
I finally accept the truth in my life

[Verse 3]
While people around me care and support me
I still fear that I'll fail them
Build up a huge barrier
And try to keep building til it can't be broken
Go out in the world and fight
Prove to myself I can do it
Everyone can do it too
There's no need for me to be blue
We all stand as one and let our voices be heard
I got all the support I could ever want and need

[Chorus]
Finally reaching this culminating moment
To show everyone the pain I've been through
From going to war against my family
To smoking weed, snorting cocaine, and popping pills
All the suicide attempts got me no where
All the bitching and whining made me realize people do care about me
I'm sorry, I'm just being naive
I own up to my actions
I was right and wrong
I finally accept the truth in my life

©2009 ACSPLYT

The Empiness Lyrics [12.5.2009]

[Chorus]
I'm dying in the cold
I just want you to kill me
Shoot me in the head to end this misery
Fuck me before you kill me so I can feel pleasure
Keep me warm by setting my dead body on fire
Now it's back to the basics to my whole life

[Verse 1]
How many of you are tired of struggling?
Ya'll got nothing to be happy about
Well listen to me, I'll convince you all not to die
It'll raise questions and ask why
Why do we have to listen to you?
Because I actually don't have a reason to live
I'm working a shitty job that doesn't pay well
My hours are getting cut because management feelings I'm not a hard worker anymore
So they cut me loose like parents abandoning their kids
Don't have money to put food on the table
Soon, I'll be evicted because shit can't get paid
I'll have no where to go but be left in the cold
Nobody will be able to help me
I don't spend money on stupid shit
I spend money mainly on food and bus fare

[Chorus]
I'm dying in the cold
I just want you to kill me
Shoot me in the head to end this misery
Fuck me before you kill me so I can feel pleasure
Keep me warm by setting my dead body on fire
Now it's back to the basics to my whole life

[Verse 2]
I thought I found love on MySpace
I was only fooling myself
I can't even get into a long distance relationship
She was right, I do play the pity game
But it's not to get people to feel sorry for me
I'm just a worthless piece of shit
Giving myself false hope
Having no time to make a positive change
No where to start or what to do
Feeling so confused
I ain't got shit figured out
I don't know what I want in life
All I know is I'm unhappy and want to change

[Chorus]
I'm dying in the cold
I just want you to kill me
Shoot me in the head to end this misery
Fuck me before you kill me so I can feel pleasure
Keep me warm by setting my dead body on fire
Now it's back to the basics to my whole life

[Verse 3]
I don't have a reason to live
I'm being a hypocrite right now
Not enough action with the razor
People think I'm insane
Just leave me out to die in the rain
You all think it's funny to see me in pain
Actually had to balls to drive the bitch away
Knowing I didn't deserve her
All the drama, she didn't deserve me
It wasn't real, sad but true
Alyssa says I'm a murderer
When I've committed no such act
If she wants me to be one
I'll hitchhike to Ohio and pop one in them

[Chorus]
I'm dying in the cold
I just want you to kill me
Shoot me in the head to end this misery
Fuck me before you kill me so I can feel pleasure
Keep me warm by setting my dead body on fire
Now it's back to the basic to my whole life

Old Man's Voice

[Chorus]
Where are you now old man
I've been trying to reach out to you
With no luck, I've been getting very worried
I don't wanna sense anything bad
Because I know you're in good spirits
Letting my guard down with these tears
Letting my guard down with these painful emotions

[Verse 1]
I am hoping nothing bad has happened
While I lay on my bed
Watching time go really slow
Wondering these aggravating thoughts
I just wanna hear your voice again
So I know you are okay

[Chorus]
Where are you now old man
I've been trying to reach out to you
With no luck, I've been getting very worried
I don't wanna sense anything bad
Because I know you're in good spirits
Letting my guard down with these tears
Letting my guard down with these painful emotions

[Verse 2]
Letting the weeks pass by
And yet no word from you
Still getting a busy signal from your phone
Losing so much sleep
I'm wide awake
Confused on how to handle my emotions

[Chorus]
Where are you now old man
I've been trying to reach out to you
With no luck, I've been getting very worried
I don't wanna sense anything bad
Because I know you're in good spirits
Letting my guard down with these tears
Letting my guard down with these painful emotions

[Verse 3]
I want to scream out loud
Why can't I hear your voice again
I'm weeping so hard, it's uncontrollable
I just wanna hear your voice one last time
Even if it's the last thing I do